You saw what appeared to be a crown of glory upon your head as you walked in the Spirit of the Lord.
That holy Prophet Job wrote of the candle of the Lord shining upon his head.
You have the hope of becoming a King of the Gentiles if you continue to grow up into Christ to where he is pleased to entrust so much responsibility.
But if you are ambitious to become a King of the Gentiles, you are not dead to self. So the Lord has made it so such a promotion is not desireable to you, but this does not mean you will lack the crown of glory you have earned.
Be assured the Lord will reward you according to the work he has for
you to do in the world to come, and those treasures
of the divine nature you have experienced in his Spirit are stored
up for you so long as you have his great grace to enter into the
Kingdom he is.